Tis the season to think about Gingerbread boys, carols and of course Christmas cards. Here a few cards I have designed for this year. Please let me know soon if you want to set up a photo shoot for your Christmas cards.

what to do

So as many of you may already know Terry and I have run into some major fertility problems. My body for just some reason cannot get pregnant instead I grow massive cysts that are extremely painful. We met with a fertility doctor this week and we are starting the testing to see what are options are. We have both decided that Invitro is not for us. This was not an easy decision by any means. It feels like a great loss to me if I cannot carry a child, but the what ifs about invitro scare us both way too much. I really never thought I would ever be faced with this but we are and Terry is a rock he is the one telling me whatever will be, will be and I know that to be true but that doesn't make the sorrows of today any easier. We talked with a couple last night who have adopted 2 children. They were very insightful and excited to share their story. We are going to start that process and see where it takes us. This too was not an easy decision. I have 4 cousins who have been adopted and they are all amazing miracles and I know with all of my heart they are meant to be exactly where they are. They are as much part of the family as the next. I know there is a plan for all of us and it is much bigger and more in depth than we could ever comprehend. I know that nothing is by mistake that everything is a lesson and a stepping stone to making a good life. I also know there will be nothing given to us that we cannot handle that brings me great comfort. We are scared but very excited for what lies ahead of us. We are surrounded by great supports and the knowledge that we will make it thru this. Life is full of storms, it is up to us if we look for the rainbows.

weekend fun

so this past weekend we didn't really have much planned which is very rare for us. We made plans with our cousins in st. george we first had some shopping to do in st george we were looking for halloween costumes just wait for the pictures they are priceless. then we met up with them at cafe rio(terrys all time fav place) after eating we headed back to their place to play some games we started "scene it" tv but it was too hard the shows were way to old for us youngins so we sent the boys to buy a new version and what did they come back with? an even harder game, trivial pursuit. I ended up winning with a little cheating but still I won then we rocked out with rock band go jenn on the drums she knows how to bang them for sure. i was mostly the singer and terry on the guitar and the one time i was on guitar i was kicked off the stage better stick with the vocals. it was such a fun night thanks guys.